What I Can't Bear Losing

Notes from a Life

Browse Return to Previous Page       Related Subjects All Subjects Literary NOT Theory Literary Studies

by Gerald Stern

W. W. Norton and Co.

Due/Published November 2003, 256 pages, cloth

ISBN 0393058182

In a series of rambles that combine autobiography and meditation, Gerald Stern explores significant and representative events in his life. He describes the dour Sundays of Calvinist Pittsburgh, punctuated by his parents' weekly battles. We have glimpses of him as a wilderness camp counselor, and later, having been declared 4-F, as a postwar draftee (a stint that includes jail). In the 1950s he savors the romance of Paris. Stern also tells of being shot in Newark--the bullet is still in his neck to prove it. Other scenes include being mistaken for Allen Ginsberg and encounters with Andy Warhol. And in the ineffably tender "The Ring," Stern recalls his mother's second engagement ring, "when they were a bit richer, if a bit broader and a bit more weary." As in his poetry, Stern discovers his subject as he goes along, relishing that discovery and expanding on it.

"Oh Lucky life . . . Oh Lucky, lucky, lucky life."